Shade’s Relocated To Virginia

Its crazy to me how a couple of months could change everything. If I had to say I have learned some lessons. It would be, watch out whom you call friend. Don’t get to used to things staying the same. Be open to GOD doing everything in your life in mysterious ways. I have now been living in a Hotel in Virginia for almost two weeks. To be honest with you I kind of like it. Its way more peaceful then the apartments I just moved from in North Carolina. I am walking distance to some food I haven’t really tasted in sometime. Yet things could be more messy. I don’t have all of my resources I had living in my own place. Hard to do things the same way I was doing them before. Yet, I am excited every single day to see what’s coming next for me. I haven’t been closer to GOD, then I am right now.

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I am interested in doing some camming, yet most of my toys are locked away on a storage. But would be nice to see some of my old friends. But honestly I wouldn’t know how to entertain right now even if I could. I am making some upgrades. Yet things are interesting at the moment. What I have been wanting to drop a project I have been working on for a whole year, is pulling at my heart strings. Would be a pleasure to have some fun with it right now. Not just for the funds, I am hotter then ever in these trying times. Always horny and frankly in the mood to show off. Well maybe I will be jumping out there sooner then I was thinking or maybe not. Shade followers, you will know all about it once I know all about it!

Love,
Shade

 

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The “New” Me

Life for me has been crazy town! I mean the lord had been amazing to me and my life. The well being of my family. Business couldn’t be more busy. My life couldn’t be falling into place better if it was all up to. All if the changes that’s happened to me, in the last six months. No way I would have the energy or the time type it all out. Videos will have to be coming in the very near future about all of that. All I can say is things haven’t been perfect for me. Yet, constantly I am seeing the hand of God, reach down into my life.

Any issues or problems I find myself having. God just handles it. If am Ms. Handle it, he’s really become my Mr. Handle It. If I tried to express how I was feeling months before. The only words I could use would be ” Lost” and ” “Unfeeling”. I feel like I basically walked around for at least five years not being able to feel on the inside. I was completely numb. Confused. Broken and not knowing just what way to turn. But I am happy to say that I have found my way back home. New, improved and better then ever.

I have a big move coming up within the next couple of months. Its time that I said Goodbye, to North Carolina forever. I have lived here long enough. Now its time that I Kiss it Goodbye. This place has never been my home. Hurt. Confusion. Anger. Disappointment, are only a couple of terms I can use for this place. But now its time that I and my family leaves here for good. Its crazy how I never wanted to move back to this city. I was afraid to, to be honest. See, I just knew that everything I had worked hard to do, and become would leave and no longer exist as soon as I laid my head here again. Yet, something amazing happen. I came back here and found myself instead of losing myself. Its something how God can take some of our worse fears and show us that he’s just so much Bigger, and we in him, are so much bigger then whatever we find ourselves afraid of. I came here, and both on and offline, I make and lost some people. I learn some new things I never thought I’d ever know or ever wanted to know. I can say everyone I am “Free” and its so amazing that I can say that! Well I have more work to do, but more updates are coming. I love all of my fans.

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Why Do I Love Being A Cammodel?

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I am not! Yeah! I am not a cammodel. I am a hot woman. That is hardcore, kinky and I love to have myself a very good time. I have been through a lot in my life. Like most women do. But I was blessed in ways that others might not have been. I began to masturbate when I was thirteen. But I actually saw my first porn movie when I was 5 years old. Not the fought of my mother. I snuck within her things, found the tape, popped it in and was under the impression I was peeing on myself each time I watched it. Yet, I was just getting wet and horny. I didn’t see porn again, until I was thirteen. I came home and it was on my TV in the form of the Playboy channel. At 8 my mother showed me my first condom. Told me that if anyone touched me without my permission to let her know I wouldn’t get into any trouble, but they would. She also let me know since that’s also the year I got my period. That when I was ready to have sex. To let her know. She didn’t want me getting pregnant early. So her plans were to get me my own hotel room. She’d pay and get me on birth control, so that I wouldn’t get pregnant early. Unknown to her and everyone around me. I didn’t have a desire to have sex until I turned 18 years old when I fell in love for the first time. From thirteen on up, instead became a regular masturbator. I stroked a lot of crazy places. At home in bed of course. But I also did it on my school bus, school bathroom, the class room. I became very curious and then very stimulated by my own hands and interesting things I found around my house. I got my first sex toy, not long after I turned 16 years old. I learned that I had been raped at the age of 5 to 6 years old.

A doctor let me know I no longer had my cherry at 16. Which made me very hurt, humiliated and angry, because unlike some that play church or pretend they really have an intention of saving it for marriage. That really was my desire. Only to find out that had been taken from, long before I had a chance to make a choice and by a family member. Any who I started masturbating so much through Middle School and High School, all of the tricks that some girls may have fallen for for the boys and some men to get to their booty’s, nobody had the change to ever get mine. Going further into adult hood, I had  desire to give it up to people I cared about. Yet each time it got close to happening. Something dumb happen. I found out they had been cheating, that hey had a sexual transmitted disease. Or something more or less. Either way. After my last bad situation. I decided I wanted to open myself up to not one guy. But thousands. Millions of guys. Women and couples as well. I had been watching other cammodel’s for some time doing their thing. It looked fun and inviting. Yet, I wasn’t looking at it the way most of them are. If not all of them are.

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What is a cammodel to me?

To me a cammodel, is someone that logs into a cam site with millions of other people. Trying to tease and convince men to go into a back room with them for an allotted amount of time. For them to put on a show, while getting some good money by the minute. MONEY, is the key reason why they do what they do. Do something with a WOW factor, to both please and impress this person enough for them to tip them even more. Add them to their favorite. Leave comments and tags so more like minded people will come in right behind them and do the same. If the person was happy and satisfied. They will be sure to come back again until they become bored and need something or someone else different to catch their interest. To men, weather they have gone completely independent with it, or its half and half. That’s the role and desire of a cammodel.

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What AM I?

I am am a woman that wants to do all that you read above. With a huge difference. I have no desire to do circus tricks. I have no desire to pretend to be and do something, that I do not like. I am person and I want to be treated like one. I may charge and want to charge people to join online. But what I have to offer, and will offer, is a relationship. Not just the GFE, Girlfriend Experience. But a real friendship between me and all of the people that appreciate me. Enjoys my company. I can log in mornings and do and record shows for you. Post them for your viewing and downloading pleasures. DO the the same thing at night on schedule. In between that, make pictures, videos, and offer you other services, all in included in a one month package. Along with discounts and percentages off of things I off to the public at a full priced rate. Just because I am lonely myself and miss you guys. I can log into my on personal place on the big wide open internet and chill with you. Hang out in lingerie, boy shorts, nothing. Do my special Goal, no Gold, Goal shows, so you guys can get an unscheduled hot show for less than half the price of a private one using Skype all on your own. With the promise that the video will be posted again, for your viewing pleasure. Percentages off your own personal custom videos, never will be seen by another. Percentages off of my used panties, socks, pantyhose. If you have been a member of my site for at least three months. You may also from the show of all of your generosity. Have the pleasure of joining in some of my private party’s I have in your area. Seeing me live, in living color, right before your very eyes! That’s a taste of what I can offer you in services that most aren’t even interested in.

What Makes Me SO Real And Not A Cammodel?

But really though the biggest thing that really makes me not be a cammodel. Is I have feelings and emotions about what I do. Sometimes, I find it so sad, when I watch the cams of some girls. The only time they act like a real person, is when they are mad, hurt, or frustrated because they are going through a lot. In their home life. The pressure, of being fake, phony and trying to put on this big show is too much to happen on the bad days. Days they still have to work. Make money. Provide for themselves and their family’s. That’s the only time you guys ever see a cammodel, never being so REAL! Baby, that is me 24/7 365. You will never find me being fake. I’ll always be real with you. I am no longer on a site because I don’t want to fight and competition and have some guys coming to a site where I am sitting out exposed. A play for to be harassed and used. One guy throws in a tip to see something, while 100 of the guys are sitting their staring at that mans prize for free. No! No! No! I never took camming to be a job. I don’t date. I get offered dates. To hang out and have sex. But for me and the life I am living. Its not worth it to me. Why should I want to have some random guys inside of me. Wasting my time. The money part does two things for me. Yes, it helps me. Helps me put away for retirement. But I have a full time business that pays my bills just fine. I have a high price because I am bringing you quality. I am here for more then sex talk. If your working, bored or a little bit of both. With your once a month membership fee. You get all of my work constant work unfiltered. Picture, videos, private tweets that you get from my private twitter account. You get to talk to me in real time, as long as I am awake, which within a 24 period I am up for at least 15 of those hours, not far from my phone or computer. Even when I leave home base I am online! Ready to chat and see what your day or your night it like. Teasing. Laughing. Talking about nothing. I have a desire to meet people from all over this big wide open world. No matter gender, marriage status or ethnicity. You get me. Raw. Unfiltered at all times. So no, no cammodel. Virtual and IRL Sugar Baby maybe. But not a cammodel!

Love Sincerely,

Shade

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Why do I like to cam????

I enjoy being a camgirl because I love it! Some would beg to differ that its all about the money. But if you have ever hang out in a free chatroom with a camgirl before. I mean loyally, then you would know that the money isn’t as easy getting and going then you may think. Unless you start out with expensive equipment, outfits, layouts, a well seo website. Lots of paid advertising of your very own. As well as interesting ways to bring in more clients, both online and offline, then you are in for a shitty awakening. Still if you don’t major in a fetish.

That you are willing to be involved with, and most clients would prefer that it isn’t work to be involved, you also enjoy it as much as they do. If you don’t have special skills, enjoy anal, or do squirting. Do anal squirting as wells as pussy squirting. Use toys period, or huge toys. Are willing to do alot of gross shit! Are a hardcore dominatrix that they feel comfortable with. Willing to get on daily. On a regular schedule. Offer to sale something videos, pics, pantys, fan signs and so much more. Notice, we haven’t even gotten down to actually working the cam. I am talking about your business plan!!!

So now that I have really laid it on thick. Lets discuss something else. I don’t just do camming! I also do phone sex. Not just as myself. I have a big box phone sex company, that I have been running successfully for about 7 years now. The same amount of time that I have been camming. That being said. The phone sex part is alot easier. I could get up every single day, or at least Monday – Friday, shower, workout, eat, market the phone sex I am going to do.

Pay for the paid only advertising as well as blog and other trade secrets of mine that made, and is making me a success. And sit in my ugly ass pajamas all day, playing video games, watching tv and whatever else I want to do with my webcam turned off forever, and pay for my bills, save money, continue going back and forth to school online. Put away college funds, and never do anything else in life if I didn’t want to and except enjoying fun. The point? Phone Sex, Writing Dirty Smut and selling it were my first loves. Still are high on the hog, but there just not all that I love or want to do.

So, why do I like to cam???? 

Because I spend alot of hours weekly, and monthly being 100’s of other people. Saying all the right things, and making all kinds of fantasies come true. Shade came alive when I had enough of the bogus bullishit relationships I had found myself in. I masturbate alot, always have for years. Don’t ask how many that’s some pervert shit I am not on talking about. ; ) I’ve been in the world of sex toys since long before I should have been. Watching porn is like breathing. When I am not watching it, I am making flicks of me playing with my pussy. Writing porn. Writing sex blogs daily for phone sex is also a turn on and keeps me slick and wet.

I also write dirty stories for amazon. As you can see I am a horny nugget. Sex is both my job, pastime and a huge part of my life. In alot of ways am a sex addict. That being said. Shade became alive because I wanted more. I have offline sugar daddies that take me out. Spent money on me. Make me feel special. But unfortunately there’s not a damn thing a man offline can do for me right now. I am a man eater when it comes to that. Instead, I love the idea of being a whore. Thats right, it turns me the fuck on to be watched by millions of men! Making them cum. Want me. Need me. Becoming one of there newest addictions. Wearing sexy clothes, talking dirty.

Hell just hanging out in my own personal free chatroom on my Business VIPS Skype while 250 men come to see me daily while I am working the cam on ssbbwshadexxx.cammodels.com I love it when I get a cute guys thats purchases VIPS SnapChat and he wants to see how wet my pussy is and to see me squirt one time for him. Doing custom videos. Having my porn videos I make weekly be appreciated. All that and more turns me the fuck on! At the end of the day, if money was my motivation for camming I would have quit and never looked back 6 years ago. But I haven’t because I love the companionship. I love turning on VIPS Skype and sipping a nice glass of wine at the end of the day, with my tits out, shooting the breeze with my MEN! If that sounds good to you, contact me by email at this time, for learn more about VIPS Skype.

If you have seen the Skype ID of mine just floating out there. Its not VIPS Skype, that’s basic sex and money, Skype where you are free to contact me to do a quicky 10 or 15 minute show. But that’s it, all that you get on the Basic Shit. One of my long time loyal fans that want to see behinds, day to day, watching me blast cum off doing Basic Skype Shows or while I am doing Premium or Exclusive on the Big Box Site. Want to luck up when I am offering my personal Gold Shows not featured on the Cammodel Site. Become a member of my new Member Services Being Offered in January 2017. Get access to all of the goodies being offered in the coming new year that you won’t want to miss out on!

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