I am not! Yeah! I am not a cammodel. I am a hot woman. That is hardcore, kinky and I love to have myself a very good time. I have been through a lot in my life. Like most women do. But I was blessed in ways that others might not have been. I began to masturbate when I was thirteen. But I actually saw my first porn movie when I was 5 years old. Not the fought of my mother. I snuck within her things, found the tape, popped it in and was under the impression I was peeing on myself each time I watched it. Yet, I was just getting wet and horny. I didn’t see porn again, until I was thirteen. I came home and it was on my TV in the form of the Playboy channel. At 8 my mother showed me my first condom. Told me that if anyone touched me without my permission to let her know I wouldn’t get into any trouble, but they would. She also let me know since that’s also the year I got my period. That when I was ready to have sex. To let her know. She didn’t want me getting pregnant early. So her plans were to get me my own hotel room. She’d pay and get me on birth control, so that I wouldn’t get pregnant early. Unknown to her and everyone around me. I didn’t have a desire to have sex until I turned 18 years old when I fell in love for the first time. From thirteen on up, instead became a regular masturbator. I stroked a lot of crazy places. At home in bed of course. But I also did it on my school bus, school bathroom, the class room. I became very curious and then very stimulated by my own hands and interesting things I found around my house. I got my first sex toy, not long after I turned 16 years old. I learned that I had been raped at the age of 5 to 6 years old.
A doctor let me know I no longer had my cherry at 16. Which made me very hurt, humiliated and angry, because unlike some that play church or pretend they really have an intention of saving it for marriage. That really was my desire. Only to find out that had been taken from, long before I had a chance to make a choice and by a family member. Any who I started masturbating so much through Middle School and High School, all of the tricks that some girls may have fallen for for the boys and some men to get to their booty’s, nobody had the change to ever get mine. Going further into adult hood, I had desire to give it up to people I cared about. Yet each time it got close to happening. Something dumb happen. I found out they had been cheating, that hey had a sexual transmitted disease. Or something more or less. Either way. After my last bad situation. I decided I wanted to open myself up to not one guy. But thousands. Millions of guys. Women and couples as well. I had been watching other cammodel’s for some time doing their thing. It looked fun and inviting. Yet, I wasn’t looking at it the way most of them are. If not all of them are.
What is a cammodel to me?
To me a cammodel, is someone that logs into a cam site with millions of other people. Trying to tease and convince men to go into a back room with them for an allotted amount of time. For them to put on a show, while getting some good money by the minute. MONEY, is the key reason why they do what they do. Do something with a WOW factor, to both please and impress this person enough for them to tip them even more. Add them to their favorite. Leave comments and tags so more like minded people will come in right behind them and do the same. If the person was happy and satisfied. They will be sure to come back again until they become bored and need something or someone else different to catch their interest. To men, weather they have gone completely independent with it, or its half and half. That’s the role and desire of a cammodel.
What AM I?
I am am a woman that wants to do all that you read above. With a huge difference. I have no desire to do circus tricks. I have no desire to pretend to be and do something, that I do not like. I am person and I want to be treated like one. I may charge and want to charge people to join online. But what I have to offer, and will offer, is a relationship. Not just the GFE, Girlfriend Experience. But a real friendship between me and all of the people that appreciate me. Enjoys my company. I can log in mornings and do and record shows for you. Post them for your viewing and downloading pleasures. DO the the same thing at night on schedule. In between that, make pictures, videos, and offer you other services, all in included in a one month package. Along with discounts and percentages off of things I off to the public at a full priced rate. Just because I am lonely myself and miss you guys. I can log into my on personal place on the big wide open internet and chill with you. Hang out in lingerie, boy shorts, nothing. Do my special Goal, no Gold, Goal shows, so you guys can get an unscheduled hot show for less than half the price of a private one using Skype all on your own. With the promise that the video will be posted again, for your viewing pleasure. Percentages off your own personal custom videos, never will be seen by another. Percentages off of my used panties, socks, pantyhose. If you have been a member of my site for at least three months. You may also from the show of all of your generosity. Have the pleasure of joining in some of my private party’s I have in your area. Seeing me live, in living color, right before your very eyes! That’s a taste of what I can offer you in services that most aren’t even interested in.
What Makes Me SO Real And Not A Cammodel?
But really though the biggest thing that really makes me not be a cammodel. Is I have feelings and emotions about what I do. Sometimes, I find it so sad, when I watch the cams of some girls. The only time they act like a real person, is when they are mad, hurt, or frustrated because they are going through a lot. In their home life. The pressure, of being fake, phony and trying to put on this big show is too much to happen on the bad days. Days they still have to work. Make money. Provide for themselves and their family’s. That’s the only time you guys ever see a cammodel, never being so REAL! Baby, that is me 24/7 365. You will never find me being fake. I’ll always be real with you. I am no longer on a site because I don’t want to fight and competition and have some guys coming to a site where I am sitting out exposed. A play for to be harassed and used. One guy throws in a tip to see something, while 100 of the guys are sitting their staring at that mans prize for free. No! No! No! I never took camming to be a job. I don’t date. I get offered dates. To hang out and have sex. But for me and the life I am living. Its not worth it to me. Why should I want to have some random guys inside of me. Wasting my time. The money part does two things for me. Yes, it helps me. Helps me put away for retirement. But I have a full time business that pays my bills just fine. I have a high price because I am bringing you quality. I am here for more then sex talk. If your working, bored or a little bit of both. With your once a month membership fee. You get all of my work constant work unfiltered. Picture, videos, private tweets that you get from my private twitter account. You get to talk to me in real time, as long as I am awake, which within a 24 period I am up for at least 15 of those hours, not far from my phone or computer. Even when I leave home base I am online! Ready to chat and see what your day or your night it like. Teasing. Laughing. Talking about nothing. I have a desire to meet people from all over this big wide open world. No matter gender, marriage status or ethnicity. You get me. Raw. Unfiltered at all times. So no, no cammodel. Virtual and IRL Sugar Baby maybe. But not a cammodel!
I have been a BBW every since I was a kid. True story. I have always been decked out as a woman every since I was around 13. Tall. Long hair. Round face. Big tits of 44 D cups. Round hips with ass. I stayed around 230 to 250lb all through elementary school and middle school. Until the last year when my 44 D turned up into a 44 DD. So being 5’6 and everything stacked out like that. I have always been thick. I have to be honestly. As sexy as I was. Because of lots mental abuse and humiliation from family members and then of course the bullying that comes from being a kid. I never knew back then just what a knock out I was. I cried and stayed depressed quite a lot.
It wasn’t until I turned 16 years old and knew I had no real interest in anyone my own age because of the things I liked. Reading. Writing. Watching great movies that had nothing to do with how my race is portrayed. That we are all ghetto. Bangers and ignorant. Black sluts that have 5 different babies with more men that have taken them for a ride she doesn’t know whom her baby daddy is. All of that crazy bang bang shoot it up stuff, wasn’t if interest to me, and I found no boys that were anything like me in that sense. Only grown men. The way my first boyfriend and love treated me. Looked at me. Made me feel. It made me look into the mirror for the first time in years and not hate who I saw there. My dad that was never a real dad or there for me. Or the fat ugly chick my moms family called me. Along with normal bullying I got from school.
The way this man talked around my body made me proud to own it. I for the first time in my life had true confidence and began to appreciate and love my curves. I have had clients, and fans alike ask me over the past 7 years. When did you decide to blown up to 350lbs. Like I have told many. I didn’t decide on it. I got myself in a situation where when I moved after leaving High School I had no ride. The area I moved too, had taxi that charged $30 just to go to one place and back to my residence. After a year still living in the same city we moved to another house that was right behind the major stores and restaurants in the city. So we did what I have been doing my whole life when my family was without a car.
I walked. I tapped into my new found talent of finding whatever I wanted online and purchased grocery carts for me and my family and we would walk up to the stores every Friday. Sit down and have a nice meal. Before purchasing our things. Loading up my carts and pushing them back home. It was about half a mile there and back. Which helped me continue to stay around 250 lbs. But once it became full of crime and drama, slowly be surely we stopped. Money flow changed and we where able to find a better ride for better prices. So riding to other areas to shop became a routine. Working on the computer. Attending school on the computer. Spending all of my time behind the computer and never really leaving home for long. Ballooned me up to 350 lbs.
Am I ashamed want to lose the weight? No I am not ashamed. Its because unlike my first years on this earth. Weather anyone else loves me and what I look like. I do. That’s all I tend to care about, other peoples opinions roll off me, and I never think about them again. Do I plan to lose weight? Yes I do. But not because of shame. The extra weight is starting to hurt my health. I have breathing issues. Aches and pains all over my body and even parts of my body that slips out of place within seconds. I love what I do ( camming) but not only does it tire me out quick. But it also hurts my body when it gets a nice workout in doing back to back shows for a week. Then bam no shows at all for another two. So much show, I’ve laid off of doing short shows at all.
Also I am now ready to get pregnant. For all of my real fans that’s been following me for a while now. You have heard me talk about saving some money to get pregnant and to live off of once it happens depending on if the doctor tells me I need to be on bed rest and things of that nature. Well I have recently found a really good donor, drama free that’s ready and willing to help me make my dreams come true. Because your blood pressure and diabetes could rise while pregnant I’ve placed on orders to get mine down now among other things I don’t feel comfortable putting in the streets. So for now, getting my stomach down and those two things down is the races why I am getting the weight down. But don’t you worry for one second. lol I will not be a bone. These big ass tits and fat juicy ass that thunder claps all over your computer screen will not be going anywhere! Just strength training and burning some fat!
So why do I love being a BBW????
Because I love to be warm. Cuddly. Most small framed women I know complain about being freezing cold. I already have a medical condition that messes with my body temperature taking way to long to warm up. I couldn’t handle being 150lbs it would probably make me feel like I was dying from not being able to get warm enough. I love having huge natural tits I didn’t have to pay for. No shade to the ones that have gotten there boobs done. Just love I didn’t have to spend the money to have double d’s.
I love that way my thighs out and to attention. My fat round ass. No pumping this up. These cakes behind is also natural. Most of all, being a BBW is different. I have a man tell me once.
How can I be a BBW and have such a small waist. Because if you held my waist you’d see that what makes my middle look thick outside of my stomach is my love handles. Not all belly fat
its self. Standing out, and showing off is key when it comes to me. The next videos I post. You simply see what color my hair is. Most of the time, its never going to be normal!
When you think about just how hard it is for a cammodel. Wait! What am I saying? You don’t! No client ever thinks about just how hard it is for a cammodel. We all live different lives and situations. Some of us may rent while others own houses. Some may have full time jobs with W2s along with a W9 form. Some may have a family to take care of. While others are single. So when you think about a cammodel, stop thinking about her as a sex pot. As sex pot with photos and videos on the internet for you to jack off too for free. Then contact her haggling over her prices, if not damn well asking her to do something for you for free. If you are reading this. I am assuming you have a job. You pay a cell phone bill, internet, house phone mortgage, insurance. If not my bad. But I do and so does most good citizens in America. So I am a black woman with big tits, ass, squirting pussy and a clapper out of this world.
But I am also a woman living breathing and with bills to pay. A future to look out for. I am looking to purchase a house before conceiving and giving birth to some healthy beautiful children to fill it up. I want to further my self training which means paying for books. I also want to attend college paying for my own education out of pocket until I can afford to take out loans for it. I am already caring for a disabled parent as well as myself. So the answer to why I haven’t been on the cam site and why I haven’t been marketing as much to do shows? Its becoming a waste of my time, I have to work a job that pays my bills. If it doesn’t it’s a waste of my time. I love to cum and squirt for you guys. The compliments are great. But you don’t work for free, and neither do I!
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I enjoy being a camgirl because I love it! Some would beg to differ that its all about the money. But if you have ever hang out in a free chatroom with a camgirl before. I mean loyally, then you would know that the money isn’t as easy getting and going then you may think. Unless you start out with expensive equipment, outfits, layouts, a well seo website. Lots of paid advertising of your very own. As well as interesting ways to bring in more clients, both online and offline, then you are in for a shitty awakening. Still if you don’t major in a fetish.
That you are willing to be involved with, and most clients would prefer that it isn’t work to be involved, you also enjoy it as much as they do. If you don’t have special skills, enjoy anal, or do squirting. Do anal squirting as wells as pussy squirting. Use toys period, or huge toys. Are willing to do alot of gross shit! Are a hardcore dominatrix that they feel comfortable with. Willing to get on daily. On a regular schedule. Offer to sale something videos, pics, pantys, fan signs and so much more. Notice, we haven’t even gotten down to actually working the cam. I am talking about your business plan!!!
So now that I have really laid it on thick. Lets discuss something else. I don’t just do camming! I also do phone sex. Not just as myself. I have a big box phone sex company, that I have been running successfully for about 7 years now. The same amount of time that I have been camming. That being said. The phone sex part is alot easier. I could get up every single day, or at least Monday – Friday, shower, workout, eat, market the phone sex I am going to do.
Pay for the paid only advertising as well as blog and other trade secrets of mine that made, and is making me a success. And sit in my ugly ass pajamas all day, playing video games, watching tv and whatever else I want to do with my webcam turned off forever, and pay for my bills, save money, continue going back and forth to school online. Put away college funds, and never do anything else in life if I didn’t want to and except enjoying fun. The point? Phone Sex, Writing Dirty Smut and selling it were my first loves. Still are high on the hog, but there just not all that I love or want to do.
So, why do I like to cam????
Because I spend alot of hours weekly, and monthly being 100’s of other people. Saying all the right things, and making all kinds of fantasies come true. Shade came alive when I had enough of the bogus bullishit relationships I had found myself in. I masturbate alot, always have for years. Don’t ask how many that’s some pervert shit I am not on talking about. ; ) I’ve been in the world of sex toys since long before I should have been. Watching porn is like breathing. When I am not watching it, I am making flicks of me playing with my pussy. Writing porn. Writing sex blogs daily for phone sex is also a turn on and keeps me slick and wet.
I also write dirty stories for amazon. As you can see I am a horny nugget. Sex is both my job, pastime and a huge part of my life. In alot of ways am a sex addict. That being said. Shade became alive because I wanted more. I have offline sugar daddies that take me out. Spent money on me. Make me feel special. But unfortunately there’s not a damn thing a man offline can do for me right now. I am a man eater when it comes to that. Instead, I love the idea of being a whore. Thats right, it turns me the fuck on to be watched by millions of men! Making them cum. Want me. Need me. Becoming one of there newest addictions. Wearing sexy clothes, talking dirty.
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