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Why I got an interest in cam? Why Do I Cam ??? Why I love to cam??? 

I decided to make this part a three part harmony! Why I got interested in cam???

Back in 2010 my life changed once again forever. It was hard and very scary. I’d already been through alot in my young life. Me and my family enjoyed one of the best days of my life. I was supposed to be graduating. I was working myself to the bone. Heading to work at Walmart by night, at 10:30 pm at night. Getting off at 7:00 am in the morning. Heading to a local GYM to wash up in the shower ( it was closer then my home at the time) then after breakfast heading off to school until 3:00 pm in the afternoon. Going back to that GYM to wash up ( saving gas) dressing and eating.

Going to Walmart parking lot and crawling in back of my van with a pillow and a blanket and sleeping till 10:30 pm to do it all again. Monday through Friday that was my life. In the middle of that, I went to my senior prom. I have always been real big on tradition. Most of my classmates went to every prom. I only wanted to attend my own.

Long story short I was in a terrible car accident. I fell asleep at the wheel and totalled the car and almost totalled myself.

After that lets just say a bad situation just got worse. Right after I lost the car, and my job. I was told by my school that even though I had passed everything. Even if I attended after school to build up my credit hours. They would not allow me to graduate. I would be held back another year. I was like fuck that! So I did what any normal human being would do. I had my mother sign me out. I attended the college ged classes with the intention of passing and moving on with my life. When my moms car broke down. Then the lights and water was turned off.

I had to live that way for a whole year. Until I moved. Seeking a better life. But other then lights and water, it didn’t get much better for me. I was confused and going through. Hungry. Lost over 200 lbs. From not having anything but canned veggies to eat. That’s when I found phone sex. Learned of camming. But didn’t really know about it enough to get started. Well in 2013 I came across this site. I was joined to others, but with no traffic no real men spending anything.

I called it a lost and believed that there was no money and nothing good about camming. Until I found cammodels.com. I saw ladies of all shapes and sizes being very successful. At first I thought it was white thing. Then I thought it was a skinny thing. But I found 5 different women, if different sizes, shapes, boobs and ass sizes and races. All doing the damn thing! I mean the guys loved them. There bodys.

There shapes. There swag. So did I! So I tried to get a job there. Only to find out in my ignorance years before I had already created an account with them but through a fucking studio! I tried it out under him. With his deal he was offering it was good stuff. Whatever I made, he would double it. Only for him to say the site didn’t like that he was doing that it wasn’t fair. So he had to stop. Then he said he would be quitting the site all together a week later.

Instead of releasing me from the contract right then. He held off for 6 months. It made me pissed but I just learned a valuable lesson. Road it out and worked on other things. But the time came, and I was about to get back in the right way. I had a little success, met some cool and generous guys. But the hype by then was Skype shows. I built my first website on Blogger and add a domain name and was good. No great but good. I put out my first squirting video. 1 year later which was three months ago, I put out more. Life as a camgirl has been sweet ever since. On the site though, more bitter sweet!

So why do I cam???

In beginning it was for the money. Which wasn’t fun at all. Because if you really don’t know what your doing. There is no money. Just hours of wasted time. People being rude and or ignoring. Now???? Well lets see, I make a pretty good no great living as a Phone Sex Girl. I love doing phone sex. Not to kill any boners, but you get to create different lives to play out on the phone. New personalities each call. The same for me. I have 100 people I play. I write stories about them. Give them lives. Each time I answer my phone I am them.

Not a new person, like on a dispatch line where you probably will never speak to the person again whether you want to or not. Just the same person to my regulars. Each of my Characters have names, ages, races, relationship statuses. There favorite Roleplays, Fantasies and fetishes. I am white, black, latin, asian, woman and shemale! All wrapped up in one. I stay busy and I also advertise phone sex calls that I don’t have anything to do with. Just market and get others calls for the type of stuff I can write about but since I have gotten older and also baby fever ( ready to conceive ) there are certain topics I can write about sell stories and promote, but I can no longer play out myself any longer.

So in a nutshell, no its no longer about the money any longer. Its about me! I love the idea of rising in the morning, and doing a hot members access show for my members. Putting out videos that they jack off too, because its me! I love chatting as myself. My personality. Not a persona! Sure, Shades not my real name. I took that name because I wanted to be real with my clients at all times. Other then the name everything else is 100% real about me. No faked emotions. No bitter after taste.

Sweet and Spicy. Naughty and sinful all rolled into one. So after being 100 different people all day long. I get to cum as myself. Put on sexy bra and panties. Sip some wine. Laugh, talk and have a great time with real men, that really want to enjoy me, as there Sugar Baby. Teach me and learn from me. Having great amazing no strings or non sense sex with me. Wethers its one on one or group action.

Its about having a connection with 100s 1000s 1000000s of men, women and couples each and everyday. Hot sex with many people. I am a mature, contained sex addict. Can’t enough of sex. Outside of my sex work, even if and when I didn’t do any of this. I masturbated all of the time. I am the porn watching, reading and making queen. Love to get off, fingering my clit, fucking my pussy and talking dirty. Roleplay. Fantasy is so hot to me.

Why do I love to cam????

I love to get butt fucking naked and cum! Simple. Porn is good. But connecting with another or several human beings that are jacking off, fucking themselves or fingering them self to cum to me. With me is even better. I enjoy long kinky, hot, intelligent, meeting of the minds. Reading. Writing. Business Planning and Design. And more are hobbies/ businesses that I enjoy. Talking about it, makes me feel good. Having a team of people drinking and smoking with, while having long intelligent conversations. Weather its about world peace, politics, movies, music or tv shows is sexy to me.

Hotter then dick pics actually. So there, that’s why I love to cam. Having a community of guys wanting to tune in with me 24 hours a day, 7 days a week 365 days of the year. Is what turns me on the most. The money is both a way to keep the hounds, broke busted, disrespect and ignorant, idiot people out and away from me. $10 per day, or $50 per month for a price to my peace of mind is a small token for all that I give all of my VIPS: Very Important People, Clients and true friends.

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