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Embrace Change–The Future Isn’t Set In Stone

Life is really and truly what you make it. Its true. A movie once said, that your future changes because you looked at it. Yet, I have real experiences that have really happened, where I have seen future events. Once they happened, I felt a ping to the gut, and remembered seeing it. It happened just the way I had seen. Something’s haven’t. Yet, most of the time. It has happened in just that way. Which, what it means, is that sometimes signs and visions, and things that have come up could just be a clue as to what’s to come and not the whole view of things. Or sometimes, things could be right on target. No matter, of weather future plans will be on point or not. I have come to realize that you can change any destiny, by just making a choice. If you don’t like something. Change it. Do something about it. For me, I haven’t been able to move around outside of my house in the last few years without being in pain, needing to sit down or having to use a grocery store mobile. At first I felt shameful. Then, I felt like ok, its fine as long as nobody that I know see’s me. When someone was around I felt I’d see, I would push myself and pay for it by falling or puking my guts out. Then I digressed by deciding to just stay home. Allow my mom and other people to handle the things for me that I couldn’t without leaving the home front. But more recently things got a little worse for me. I have to take pills now and I want be going for a needle. Therefore, now I am walking. I have been changing not little by little, but in a major way. A way that has changed more then my ability to be able to walk long distances. But in even more personal ways as well. So the next time you think about change. Don’t be the old me, dreading and maybe even hating change. Embrace it, grab it by its boot straps and jump in. You an Jesus can handle whatever comes along and happens on the other side.


What I Need To Do….

Don’t you just hate it, when someone tells you, ” What You Need To Do” ?

I don’t have any shame in letting you know that I do! I love advice. I love constructive critics that will actually help you. I love it when someone with a great idea of two to offer you. Yet, the opposite, some telling you what you need to do, with no real answers for you. Just nothing but rude push over talk, that makes it very clear to you, the person has no intention of being a good person/ good friend. They are here to try and tear you down. The more you try and build yourself up. The more that they have backward comments that they try and push on you, and make you feel some type of away of you decided against listening to that piece of advice. Which to me, is utter nonsense all together. Its not right, and often makes you begin to regard the person in a different way, or walk away from it all together.

Ask me to do something.
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Never tell me what I need to do, especially when the comment is empty, because I am going to get at you about it all of the time. Each time you come for me, I am going to give everything that you are looking for.


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I was talking to my mom about something today. Something that was near and close to my heart, which usually means its something that my Father wants me to say. It got at me so deep once I began to talk to her about it. That knew that I also had to take the time to write about it. After a nice workout, I find myself having a clearer head these days. SO now is the time. Anyone that ever encounters me. Friend, Business Associates, Family, even Haters. Never thing for one minute, or second that you can’t be replaced. Because anyone that comes into my life, my world. If you aren’t bringing in good fruit for my life. Quickly you are replaced.

Jesus Curses a Fig Tree

18 Early in the morning, as Jesus was on his way back to the city, he was hungry. 19 Seeing a fig tree by the road, he went up to it but found nothing on it except leaves. Then he said to it, “May you never bear fruit again!” Immediately the tree withered.

20 When the disciples saw this, they were amazed. “How did the fig tree wither so quickly?” they asked.

21 Jesus replied, “Truly I tell you, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and it will be done. 22 If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.”

Found Matthew 21 NIV 

I was dating someone a back in 2010-2011 for about a year, or as close to it without it being a year, as you can get. Myself and the person, continued to be good friends, and still talked daily. Yet, this person quickly moved on. Within a couple of months I did the same. One day, while being on the phone with this person, while having a conversation with this person. I guess the sound of my voice was giving off the fact that I was flirting. If you can call what I do even flirting. I heard in the background noise of the phone, while I was having my live, in person, conversation ( dang, what happened to me!) as if I even though they had in fact moved in within days of us ending, yet they never thought I would heal and decide to move on as well. The moral for that little past dip was to say this. Nothing that is rotting and decaying and not worth my time is going to take up room in my life. I allowed on person long ago to get that close to me. Yet, have since given that type of access to my life to Jesus, myself and my family. If you aren’t lucky enough to gain that type of access to me. Then you are replaceable. Now I know your like, well you named out Business Associates and Haters too. What’s that supposed to mean? Well Business Associates because if you are lucky enough to be a friend or business associate of mine, when I begin to let you in and you earn more and more of my time. You become more and more important to me, to the point I begin to see you as family. Hater? That’s easy to understand as well. My ” Haters” get me closer to the Lord, and all of my dreams and aspirations. The more people hate on me, the better person and leader I become. I get so much stronger. I push myself harder to gain, wisdom, knowledge and understanding. You say no, honey, Jesus, and I say “YES” ! You tell me I can’t do something, learn something, make something happen. I rise all the way up way past whatever you ” DOUBTED” on. Name’s I have been know as”

Ms. Independent
Ms. Make A Way
Ms. Handle It

All of them belong to me,  affectionately . I earned them and I maintain them. SO if you ever have the privilege of coming into my life baby. Appreciate it. Know it and thank the Father for it. Because you never know when you are entertaining an Angel!

1 Chronicles 16:22 “Do not touch my anointed ones; do my prophets no harm.” NIV



Never Let People Control You, Need An Answer, Ask The Master He Understand

You know I just caught a video on Youtube. That honestly touched my heart. My mother, uses the word Fluffy a lot because she can’t stand the word fat. She asked me if I would rather be called fluffy or fat. Being that I remember the three headed dog from Harry Potter and I know a few other dogs by that name as well. I personally would rather be called fat! lol But seriously though. I wish that more of my big and thick sisters would get a clue and way more confidence within themselves about their weight. Weather you have a desire too stay big and thick, plump and juicy as a porterhouse steak or not. Believe in yourself. But take back your fat power, and know that like all things negative. It is more then possible to turn it into something positive. If you want to lose some weight girl, find something you would have fun doing and stick to it. Play some basket ball or base ball or foot ball. If you don’t know how, learn to swim and then get to flapping those arms and legs underneath the therapy of warm water. It will heal you and make you feel good with low impact so there will be no pain. Maybe some soreness and stiffness once it hits you later on but over days, and weeks you will feel that change your looking for. Or just go window shopping, look at the clothes you know you want, but your bank account says no. Its also a wait to make your heart rate increase.

I personally love to be big thick and plump. I have been one ever since I was a child. I always stayed around 230 to 250 even when I was in high school. I toned a lot when I got a job at 16 and then 18 to 20. But I was always thicker and taller then most. Then 7 years of working from home and school. Focusing on a career that had me sitting down for twenty hours per day except for the toilet and kitchen. I gained up to 350. I gained a well wanted 46 inch booty, but my belly became an even bigger problem area for me. So far since my move I have lost about 20 pounds. I am losing this for to take my body back and be able to walk long distance in life, ( store, park, down the road an to the mail and back ) without huffing, puffing and feeling like I will fall over. I walk everyday now for 20 to 30 minutes. Small area right outside my door or on bad days like to day around my apartment. I get my heart rate up and excise my muscles while listening to gospel or reading a good book I have just gotten started on. I want children soon and I’ve been told they run away from you at top speed once they learn how. I need to keep up. If something happened to one of my babies like them getting into the street, and I’m not able to get to them in time, it would scar me for life.

No matter how you feel. Want to get bigger. Smaller. Or maintain your current size, never allow anyone else to make the choice for you on what you should do, based on their empty mouth, personality  and insults. Because honestly even though some want to try and sound concerned with their ( please take better care of your self’s, and lose some weight your a beautiful woman or man) they are basically standing in your face telling you what you should do and how you should feel. Yet they don’t know what its like to walk a mile or even five feet in your shoes. If you have to ask anyone what you should do. Ask God. Only if you believe in him that is. Ask him. He will tell you what to do, and at least you know he has in fact walked a mile to five feet in your shoes.


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“ Stand For Something!” Or You Will Fall For Anything…

Honestly I cannot say this enough, ” Stand For Something”.  Stand for something. I don’t care what you do honestly. I but I do care that you stand for something. Don’t let people, things, or even fear keep you from doing something that you want to do. Standing for something that you want to stand for. Because it only leaves behind, ” Regrets”. I promise you that you will have them. They will live in your life. It will be hard to  get them out of your consciousness. When some one places demands on you and your life.


1. I want love you if you don’t!
2. We can’t be together, if you!
3. I can’t do this, because what if!

All things that you need to step back from and and make a choice. The right one. Don’t allow you, or anyone else to keep you from doing something or make you do something that will change your life for the worse, and make you want to ” regret” it forever. Stand for something or you will be falling for anything.





Love is not easy. Its is hard. Hard to give. Hard to take away. Hard to feel. When you love someone, sometimes its easy. When they break your heart, its hard to keep loving them, and hard to stop. Love is sacrifice. It endures forever and ever. Past all time and space. When you love someone you hold on to them. But times you also need to know how to love someone enough to let then go! Wake up in love. Go to sleep in love. Walk around all day long feeling love. Doing your best of times and worst of times. Let love lead and guide you in the way that you should go. Love will never truly leave you, let you down or make you become lost. With love in your heart, you will always be found. Walk out on love today and enjoy the magic that happens right before your very eyes!

Love Sincerely,