Have just had one of the craziest days of my life. I woke up early looking forward to some boxes after weeks since the last time. Looked forward to getting my grocery’s. To getting a big bag of chocolate for me and my family to share. After that I ordered a pizza I’ve never tasted before and some garlic knots. Only for the find out my driver that’s supposed to be delivering it is lost in a whole different area of my county at the moment. Something about the road being worked on there. Then I had another ungrateful person come knocking on my door. Talking about they are owed money. Money that they aren’t owed.
I am so fucking tired of having ungrateful people around me. I am feeling like I am going to go off on someone soon. Its ways too much going on. People keep saying to me, that I am hiding. That I need to get more friends. I need to be more open. Go out more. Yet, without even going out, I am still dealing with bullshit. Why on earth would I want to add more friends to stab me in the back, bring there problems and drama to my world. I am so done dealing with that. So I am about to end this situation with this person that wants to bring troubled waters to my world and end things.
Moral of this story is to stop trying to help people that don’t want to be helped. Someone people that fail, and are down and out is because of troubles they brought upon themselves. 9 times out of 10 if they are not having people jumping up and helping them, its because they have already burned bridges. Did people wrong. Owe people and have no plans at all to pay it back.