The “New” Me

Life for me has been crazy town! I mean the lord had been amazing to me and my life. The well being of my family. Business couldn’t be more busy. My life couldn’t be falling into place better if it was all up to. All if the changes that’s happened to me, in the last six months. No way I would have the energy or the time type it all out. Videos will have to be coming in the very near future about all of that. All I can say is things haven’t been perfect for me. Yet, constantly I am seeing the hand of God, reach down into my life.

Any issues or problems I find myself having. God just handles it. If am Ms. Handle it, he’s really become my Mr. Handle It. If I tried to express how I was feeling months before. The only words I could use would be ” Lost” and ” “Unfeeling”. I feel like I basically walked around for at least five years not being able to feel on the inside. I was completely numb. Confused. Broken and not knowing just what way to turn. But I am happy to say that I have found my way back home. New, improved and better then ever.

I have a big move coming up within the next couple of months. Its time that I said Goodbye, to North Carolina forever. I have lived here long enough. Now its time that I Kiss it Goodbye. This place has never been my home. Hurt. Confusion. Anger. Disappointment, are only a couple of terms I can use for this place. But now its time that I and my family leaves here for good. Its crazy how I never wanted to move back to this city. I was afraid to, to be honest. See, I just knew that everything I had worked hard to do, and become would leave and no longer exist as soon as I laid my head here again. Yet, something amazing happen. I came back here and found myself instead of losing myself. Its something how God can take some of our worse fears and show us that he’s just so much Bigger, and we in him, are so much bigger then whatever we find ourselves afraid of. I came here, and both on and offline, I make and lost some people. I learn some new things I never thought I’d ever know or ever wanted to know. I can say everyone I am “Free” and its so amazing that I can say that! Well I have more work to do, but more updates are coming. I love all of my fans.

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The very first time I ever sucked cock was when I was my first year of college.
I was bless in having my own apartment. Instead of having to deal with the
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long day. But when second semester came around I had to think again. See the loans
I had already gotten was keeping me from getting anymore. So more extra money
for school and I was going back to my small town home with my tail  between my legs.
That’s when was chatting with a girl from school that was driving a Benz. She had
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After showing me someone else’s site with her pictures and some details along with a phone number. She was also a part time escort. It had paid for a townhouse, the Benz and she had some new boobs put in about nine months before. Life for her was good. Her grades weren’t slipping and she had no worry’s. Nice little trust fund, she’d made for herself in a short amount of time. Just in case something happened. I was a good church going girl. Still a virgin and had no interest in changing that. I didn’t even currently have a boyfriend. But one week later when the rent was late. I knew I had to do something. Creating a website of my own. I add some photos mosaic style. Places in my about me that I was only interested in selling blowjobs. I went out and purchased a ten toy. Within three days I’d mastered the deep throat with that badboy and some special tasty flavored lube. Just in time, I got my first email, asking if I could meet up at 3:00 pm the next day. That was my lunch break from classes. I could do it and just be in time getting back to school. So I emailed back I was open for it.

We agreed to meet at a park. So I dressed into something cute. Made sure to bring some mouth wash for afterwards. As I got to the pick up truck. This guy was older then what I’d expected. Without any words. He handed me an envelop. I checked to make sure it was real with the money pen. Before putting it away in my purse. Spraying some of the flavored spray into my throat. I rolled a condom into my mouth, before swallowing him whole. He held the back of my neck doing his best not to cum. I sucked and slurped and gave that man the business. He reached down and squeezed my ass hanging from under dress. I hoped that it was only motivation. As I sucked and slurped. He was grunting and jumping before he warned me. As he came one hot string after another. It wasn’t in my mouth but felt hot through the condom. As I moved back careful not to spill. I tied off the condom and placed it into a paper bag I brought handy. As I gurgled and got myself back together. he zipped up and rested. After reapplying my makeup. I was about to leave. He grabbed my arm and thanked me for a hot time. Handed me a large tip and said he’d email me when he was looking for more services. As I walked to the bus stop. I counted it, the tip was for way more then what I charged for the blowjob. Hot tears tinged my eyes as I wondered about what was next!

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Whats Free ????

I don’t really know what this world has come too. I have been contacted this week about five times by men asking for shows or a video. Only to say, oh sorry, I thought it was free? What exactly is free nowadays? I am very curious to know to be really honest. What’s free? I get a light bill every month. I get a rent bill every month. I have to purchase grocery’s. I have to pay to go to the store. If I had a car, I would need to pay it off else I’d have a month or every two weeks car payment every month. Car insurance had to be paid month to month or at least once a year unless you have a better or just another deal with your company.

Its part of our deal with the apartment complex that we also have to keep renters insurance on the place every month. I need cleaning supplies to stay clean every month. I need washing power, bleach, Lysol ammonia and dryer sheets each month. I need new underwear. Actually that’s a double whammy! I need new underwear, pantyhose, lingerie, toys, lube, and more for both my personal and work life. SO I can look good in these shows, videos and my personal life. Make up. Props. Not to mention one of my computers I use for work and school, I need another one because its on its last leg. I need to upgrade my webcam, its HD but I have had it for a minute so its time to spend a $100 and something on a more up to date one. Right now I am saving money for a move, and a car.

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None of the things I mentioned above is free to me. So why in the world, would I want to do anything for you for free? Did I give birth to you? Maybe adopted you and wasn’t aware of it. If your not my son and I am raising you, honey, I am not taking care of you! Free needs not to me mentioned to me when you contact me guys, because what will be free, is remove you from my contacts, and blocking you for life. Once blocked I never unblock you, not even for a price.

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Life for me is forever changing. Yet it seems like its changing even quicker these days. Which I don’t mind, at all. I love it actually. It seems like I have been going slow and looking forward to something. Or something’s. Hidden in my near future. Yet, each day now in the last six weeks of my transformation, I look for those little victory’s every single day. I find them. I wake up hopeful, and not doubtful, or not thinking about a losing streak. I look to win. I win. Its not just a saying. Its a testimony. I prayed for something yesterday and before the end of the day it was done. Handled. Now don’t get it confused. I am not saying that everything is perfect, but the little things are making me move and push on a little faster because I know that my wants, needs, desires, everything I am looking forward to is going to happen. If it doesn’t its only because something else better is going to replace it. Life as I know it is one adventure after another just like the Matrix. I am free. Happy. Stress free. Drama free. Making it everyday. So whomever is going through today, know that its not for nothing. Because you will get your just reward in no time at all. Stop looking at your problems and check out the problem solver.


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